you told me ,
don't let go .
i waited and waited ,
finally we met .
that moment, i was really happy
i got your hug , after quite a long time .
but it seem different ,
so i kept quiet .
then i sent you to the train station .
thought that you were going back there .
then you called saying that u ran away with your friends ,
so i just kept quiet .
its very hard to run from there ,
so i thought maybe there is something important you have to do or say before you went back in .
but you didnt ,
that night we met ,
you didnt talk to me ,
you didnt came looking for me .
you look for airil .
....
so i went home ,
thinking about you .
but when i think back , what for ?
you dont even care .
you told airil ,
when you're inside you forgot about me ,
forgot about us .
&& you didn't even think of me .
So , why am i doing this ?
why am i still waiting ?
because i still love you ..
thats why .
but , i got your message that you ask your friend to pass it to me ,
if thats what you really want ,
then its okay with me .
i had the heart , to wait for you this four months .
thats all you have to know .
till here ,
dont bother looking for me .
your matrep ,
akidPapai :')
